I sat in the Rhode Island Hospital Radiology waiting room, slouched into a human depiction of Salvador Dali's "Persistence of Memory" painting. Working overnight and not sleeping the day prior was starting to take it's toll on me by 1:00pm. I was feeling punchy and actually starting to get a little concerned that no one had come to get me yet. They finally took him to the OR around 10:30 and knowing he was going to be about an hour, went down to Au Bon Pain for a coffee (which I never drink!) and some breakfast with a good friend, Aura.
An hour later, she had to go back to work and I made my way back to the waiting room. I played some Angry Birds, attempted to get my laptop working so I could do some school work and very unsuccessfully tried to curl up on the two person bench to catch a few z's. It didn't work. Finally around 1:15 they came out and told me I could see him for five minutes but that they were "very busy." How was my visiting him going to make them any more congested? Like I said, I was feeling punchy.
When I finally saw him, he was sitting up in the stretcher, Johnnie on backwards (hehehehehehe) with his eyes closed. He looked so peaceful. I saw down on the chair next to him and asked him how he was feeling and he said the 1mg of Ativan they had given him to "relax" him prior to the procedure barely touched him but that he felt fine, just some pressure when they were inserting the biopsy needles and taking their samples. They actually went through his back! I thought they were going to go through his abdomen! Anyway, the poor guy was STARVING, not having eaten since 8:00pm the night before so when the nurse came and asked him what he'd like to eat, it surprised me when they offered him a boxed lunch. I was thinking he'd just get saltines and some juice.
He got the nicest boxed lunch! I know this isn't pertinent to his diagnosis or anything like that but watching him happily eat his ham and cheese and Doritos and chocolate Snack Pack made my heart squeeze! It's hard to think of Al as vulnerable but watching him sitting on a stretcher in his Johnnie watching TV while eating a sandwich made me think of him as a child and how we all still have that little child inside us that wants to be taken care by someone that loves us unconditionally. And I've wanted to do nothing more than take care of him since all of this started.
In any case, they said the biopsy results would take 3-5 "business days" before we knew anything. So, again, we waited.